Not reading all of that but

Gynephilia = attraction to female bodies

Androphilia = attraction to male bodies

It’s quite the opposite. I’m realising more and more as I age, how important it is to be able to cooperate and be nice to others both on individual and societal levels.

Granted, some environments won’t allow for altruism without harming you (for instance, toxic workplaces where unselfishness will be taken advantage of). If I was in an environment like that I wouldn’t change my core values – I’d switch environments.